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Pedestal - Live
03:11
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VERSE
Babe, I thought I saw an angel
Told me to calm down and gave me
His hand and helped me step down from my pedestal
Now I'm down but gone's the angel
I'm left alone (and) all erased
Those years I grew up dancing on a pedestal
CHORUS
Face me - I can't spread my heart
Mind racing - life could be more harming
Store my fears and take me home
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VERSE I
You crave what I seem to be
You crave to be light and free
But what I know is we all crave fantasies
To know for sure and never be
Mistaken, just devotedly
Devoted to deceptive fantasies
CHORUS
And all our hopes
Will be all that is left
Will be leading us to
An illusion of ourselves
VERSE II
We crave art, we crave hearts
To feel enlightened after all
But what I know is, the answers might not ever come
The more I grow, the more it shows
Accepting is my only choice
To handle my deceptive fantasies
CHORUS
And all our hopes
Will be all that is left
Will be leading us to
An illusion of ourselves
END
Grab me, show me that life is more than all that I'm not getting
I need to feel that my illusion does mean something
More than just fooling you to hope and crave
I need to feel my fantasies
Pushed me, showed me that life is more than all that I'm not getting
I need to feel that my illusion is worth something
More than just fooling you to hope and crave
I need to know why all our hopes
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3. |
Oil - Live
05:37
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VERSE I
Fought to win this battle, be myself; not shattered
I've beaten my own challenge, finally was balanced
Gave my all to not destroy you
Sparkled through the landscape, lighted up my ambit
Off you washed my colours, left me pale and blotted
Tried so hard to not destroy you, while we perished me
CHORUS
I am trapped in who I am and I like to be here
It's when you suck me out when I doubt and fall apart
My heartbeat is not endless like yours, please see this
Strong but that's my weakness, now poisoned by who you are
VERSE II
I imprison myself to my thoughts
Trying so hard to not destroy
I know I'm not alone looking for results
Everyone around seems sucked dry by tiny thoughts, they accumulate, then build us up
CHORUS
I am trapped in who I am and I like to be here
It's when you suck me out when I doubt and fall apart
My heartbeat is not endless like yours, please see this
Strong but that's my weakness, now poisoned by who you are
VERSE III
While these tiny thoughts make me grow
I disperse can it be those weighty thoughts
Replace me, fill me up?
With vanities that seem so damn relevant because there's no longer nothing more about me
CHORUS
I am trapped in who I am and I like to be here
It's when you suck me out when I doubt and fall apart
My heartbeat is not endless like yours, please see this
Strong but that's my weakness, now poisoned by who you are
END
You couldn't see it in my eyes; can't you feel we're all alike?
Wish you'd roll off my skin like oil to keep me pure
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4. |
Lighthouse - Live
04:57
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VERSE I
Be yourself, chase your heart
They say but what if those terms drift apart
What if my urges lead away
From the lighthouse that I used to incarnate
CHORUS
I could fight, I could save me
But I know this one's beyond salvation
This is hopeless
'Cause I've been here a thousand miles before I fell
VERSE II
Be yourself don't lose your way
Worn out I keep returning, sick of it
And all I need to know is that I could change
And that I am not enslaved to my own traits
BRIDGE
Must I burn it down?
Can't I go out without abolishing my ground?
It seems like the only way
There is nothing I would wanna build upon
Will my ashes see the dark
Beyond the lighted waves or will they drown?
Miles and miles to where I've been
CHORUS
I could fight, I could save me
But I know this one's beyond salvation
This is hopeless
Cause I've been here a thousand miles before I fell
END
Had to burn it down
Could not go out without abolishing my ground
That reminds me of repeating and unchangeable proceedings
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VERSE I
When feelings get to rot
Because of long forgotten nurture
And days seem not to part
'Cause time got ineffectual
There are no boarders left to guard
Now that nothing is momentous
Tomorrow or just
Yesterday I couldn't tell the difference
VERSE II
It doesn't even matter
It does not make me sad
'Cause I have misremembered
Happiness, and therefore can't compare
'Cause I'm just swimming around seconds
There are no borders left to guard
Now that nothing is momentous
When feelings get to rot
END
The clock's hands stab my body,
But I can't feel them,
'Cause I'm sedated by
The boundlessness of being
The blankness
The transience
The unimportance
Slight reservations
I might be drowning
But I won't notice
I'm being carried by this ocean
Full of motionless seconds
That look all alike
CHORUS
There are no borders left to guard
Now that nothing is momentous
Or just yesterday, I couldn't tell the difference
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6. |
Your Trash - Live
05:26
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VERSE I
Say, say what you want then go you are discarded
I have, have no excuse but my drained vital sources
Can't believe what you did
Can't you feel how I felt
Nothing ever, will be fixing all your trash
CHORUS I
Grow, I have grown
But the painful scar you've caused won't pale
Your face might fade, lives separate
No memories and yearnings
Still I'll feel your sway through years away, so
VERSE I
Say, say what you want then go you are discarded
I have, have no excuse but my drained vital sources
Can't believe what you did
Can't you feel how I felt
Nothing ever, will be fixing all your trash
VERSE II
Take, take what you want, then go, I'm empty anyways
There's, there's nothing left inside after your soul-sucking days
Can't believe what you did
Can't you feel how I felt
Nothing ever, will be fixing all your trash
PRE-CHORUS
I'll feel your sway though years away
You've trashed me, so incurable
I've tried everything
CHORUS II
When I believe, I can restore my peace
Try to revive my dreams
I only end up, struggling
INTERLUDE
Take down my guard
I wouldn't care, sick of fighting for it
Break down my heart
Make me remember at some point it used to be filled
CHORUS II
When I believe, I can restore my peace
Try to revive my dreams
I only end up, struggling
END
Can't believe what you did
Can't you feel how I felt
Nothing ever, will be fixing all your trash
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7. |
Cyclone - Live
03:33
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VERSE
When I got what's going on
It wasn't easy to adjust
To this unknown situation
You dissolving in our world
And I've tried everything to show
That you're still inside my soul
But it's too late you already
Took leave of us for good
And I have - tried to calm you down
Tried to face the storm
Instead got swirled around
Your inaccessible cyclone
Insult me, take my pride
I need to see you fight
Let me scream and let me cry
But please don't let me down
BRIDGE
Can our essence change or just
The way we view our world
Do we alone decide
Or does destiny arrive?
I'm flying around I might rise above
Or be stranded far, now all I know is I'm
CHORUS
Graceful, you might think my eyes would show
Upright, accordance; melting heart with acts and mind with soul
Never let darkness get in control
But though glances can reveal slight shades they can't foretell cyclones
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Naheli Cologne, Germany
“European-Egyptian artist, who has always been torn between cultures, continents,
scientific curiosity and artistic drive. Loves to add moments to songs that tickle your body.”
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